Wednesday, August 31, 2022

Kelly Catlin

Kelly Catlin - who was born on November 3rd, 1995, in St. Paul, Minnesota, U.S.A. - was an American professional racing cyclist.  She was one of triplets born to Mark Catlin, a medical pathologist, and his wife Carolyn; her siblings were a brother, Colin, and a sister, Christine.  As children, the triplets had a strict upbringing, with their parents forbidding them watching television, and only allowing them to watch movies whilst running on a treadmill.  When they were eight, they would only receive their $20-a-month allowance if they exercised for thirty minutes a day, five times a week.  At high school, Catlin was a socially-awkward but driven athlete and student.  She earned a perfect score on her S.A.T. and was a first-chair violinist in her school orchestra, as well as being a competitive badminton player, and excelling at skiing, fencing, and shooting.  During her teens, Catlin became more withdrawn, preferring to study and train alone, rather than socialise with her peers.  Whilst still in 11th Grade, she began taking classes at the University of Minnesota, eventually earning two degrees there in mathematics and Chinese.  At seventeen, she took up cycling, and very quickly excelled at the sport.  She joined the Rally UHC Cycling team, winning Gold in the Team Pursuit at the 2016 UCI Track World Championship, and then finished second in the Team Pursuit at the Rio de Janeiro Olympics that same year.  In both 2017 and 2018, Catlin took first place in the Team Pursuit and third in the Individual Pursuit at the UCI World Championship.  In the Autumn of 2018, she matriculated at Stanford University, studying for a graduate degree in computational and mathematical engineering.  However, in October of that year, Catlin crashed and broke her arm, with another crash leading to a concussion.  She subsequently complained of headaches, dizziness, nausea, and light-sensitivity.  On January 31st, 2019, Catlin locked herself into her room with two helium canisters and attempted to commit suicide by inhaling the gas.  She passed out, but awoke several hours later, after which she was rushed to Stanford Hospital, where she was held for seven days.  After being released to her Stanford apartment, Catlin seemed to develop renewed optimism, and attended mandatory therapy classes.  She explored options for further psychological treatment, although these were not followed through.  Catlin's concussion symptoms, and hypoxic brain damage from her suicide attempt, began to make it difficult for her to train, which led to her being ruled out from competing in the UCI Track World Championship due to be held in Poland in late February.  She was devastated, and contemplated ending her cycling career.  On the morning of March 9th, 2019, Catlin's mother called Stanford police, concerned that her daughter had not responded to phone calls and texts for a couple of days.  On the police's arrival at the university, Catlin's lifeless body was found in her apartment.  She had committed suicide by helium asphyxiation the previous evening.  Kelly Catlin was just 23 years old.